As I go on through the summer I tend to do what I would be doing if I was back where I belong and it just scares me beyond belief doing them alone.
I lean over to talk about the previews of movies and I talk to air.
I go out to grab food and all of a sudden I am sitting at a table for two just wishing and hoping it would be filled.
I go on long walks and go to grab your hand and all that happens is my open hands grasping onto what isn’t in my reach at this point.
I set up to watch movies and go to pull you in and then realize my bed and couch are still as cold as they were at the beginning of the day.
Its like I go on dates with an imaginary girlfriend trying to fill the void as I wait to see you again.
I cant wait to see you again and make you fill the commentary about the previews, have the seat across from me filled while eating, have our hands interlocked and you filling the void as we watch silly movies.
I am longing for it. I am expressing it. Its how I try and survive. I love you and hope that the love is as strong back as I think it is. Love you so much.
You Know Who You Are <3
when i’m married my partner and i will have:
- morning sex
- afternoon sex
- dinner sex
- after meal sex
- i made pancakes sex
- good morning sex
- they kids are at school sex
- shower sex
- bored sex
- make up sex
- break up sex
- obama won sex
- romney lost sex
- monday sex
- tuesday sex
- wednesday sex
- thursday sex
- friday sex
- saturday sex
- monday sex
- there is nothing on tv sex
- i love you sex
what about sunday
sunday is the lord’s day praise jesus
If you wanna call me call me call me
You don’t have worry about it baby
you can wake me up in the dead of the night
wreck my plans baby that’s alright.
This is a drop everything kind of thing,
swing on by I’ll pour you a drink.
The doors unlocked, I’ll leave on the lights
baby you can crash my party anytime